something i wanna say

i knew my blog is under construct n i will done it after my school's big day, PSCS but i cant wait to post this kind of unnecessery quotes before i forgot to post it :)

actually this quote remind me of something(indeed, i dont wanna talk abt it, bt it echoing in my mind every single time i read this kind of quotes)

"Why do You create us differently if You only want to be worshipped in one way?"

cin(t)a (2009)

maybe i dont have to mention it

whats the point of some words like

"You"

"us"

and the most meaning,

"differently"

.........

that's all :)

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Boy shares heartbreaking last wish

Brenden Foster said he wants to be an angel so that he can help the homeless from Heaven. Get ready to cry for this sweet child when you watch this video. He's proof there are angels here on earth already. He's one of them.

Doctors gave 11-year-old Brenden Foster two weeks to live.

Those two weeks were up on Wednesday. On Friday, he shared his last wish.

Not yet a teenager, Brenden's time to die has come.

"I should be gone in a week or so," he said.

Brenden was the kid who ran the fastest, climbed the highest and dreamed of becoming a marine photographer. Leukemia took away all those things, but not his dying wish to help others.

"He's always thought about others. Never complained about having to go through this, ever," said his mother, Wendy Foster.

When Brenden was first diagnosed with leukemia, he and his mom began a new tradition. Every night they list three positive things that happened during the day, and they have to share a laugh. A chuckle will do, Brenden said, but a fake laugh will never do.

In the last days of his life, it was a homeless camp, namely Nickelsville, that captured the boy's heart.

"I was coming back from one of my clinic appoints and I saw this big thing of homeless people, and then I thought I should just get them something," he said.

Brenden is too ill to leave his bed and feed the homeless. He walked into an emergency room last December and hasn't walked since.

Elena Desserich :')

A beautiful little girl named Elena Desserich, only 6 years old, when she had to noticed that nearly every morning she wasn’t able to use one more finger. Toe or limb.

Within weeks Slena’s whole body was shut down. Just a few weeks before she was diagnosed with brain tumor and was only given 135 more days to live

Elena knew that every coming day would be a gift, not to be wasted, so she created a to-do list of sorts -- swim with dolphins, drive a car and more.

Her cancer progressed and she could no longer speak. And she knew that soon she had to leave her parents and Grace her sister will be very sad.  she turned to drawing and painting love letters and spread it all around her house. Her family didn’ knew it.

She lived 255 days, and passed away in 2007. After her death, Elena’s parents, Brooke and Keith, found hundreds of notes from Elena hidden around the house — in between CD cases, between bookshelves, in dresser drawers, in backpacks….

“It just felt like a little hug from her, like she was telling us she was looking over us”

if you wanna know some more about elena

and there's some of her hundreds love letter to her family and her cihuahua, Sally.

  

 

 

 

its not important

Can You Ever Love Me For Me?

by Unknown

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be? 

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek? 

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was? 

Can you ever love me for me?

Life is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word -
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food -
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife -
Think of someone who's crying out to God
for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of
someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of
someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone
didn't clean or sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think
of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job -
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished
they had your job.

But before
you think of pointing the finger or
condemning another -
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we
all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive
and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it and fulfill it.

nanananana

I Love You
by Unknown
I love you. Since you came into my life, I've looked forward to each sunrise, the early morning, with you in my arms, the midnight skies with us beneath a zillion stars, moves me. You make me feel like no one else could. I like the person I am when I'm with you. You bring out a part of me that I never knew existed, a part that was born with our first kiss. You made me complete; now I have a reason to try; now I have a cause, a reason to believe in all the wonderful things life has to offer. You took my hand and drew me into the light, and you saw in me all the qualities that no one else had ever noticed. You gave me hope, inspiration, pride, and love. Yes, I love you, for all these reasons and for so much more. I love you for being yourself, and I love you because of the person you made me.

SLS #5 1000 burung kertas

sebelumnya terima kasih buat yang sudah baca SLS sebelumnya :)
kali ini aku mau share cerita lagi :D
masih tetep SLS tapi dalam bahasa indonesia
sebelumnya juga, mohon maaf ya, sampai posting ini mau dibikin, aku masih belum bisa bikin lovestory-ku sendiri TT^TT
maaf yaaaa *garuk garuk aspal*

oke.. tidak boleh merusak suasana SLS *pencitraan*

ini diaaa.. happy reading guys :)

1000 burung kertas

By : unknow

Sewaktu Boy dan Girl baru pacaran, 
Boy melipat 1000 burung kertas buat Girl, 
menggantungkannya di dalam kamar Girl. 
Boy mengatakan 1000 burung kertas itu menandakan 1000 ketulusan 
hatinya. 
Waktu itu... 
Girl dan Boy setiap detik selalu merasakan betapa indahnya cinta mereka 
berdua... 
Tetapi pada suatu saat, Girl mulai menjauhi Boy. 
Girl memutuskan untuk menikah dan pergi ke Perancis... 
ke Paris...Tempat yang dia impikan di dalam mimpinya berkali2 itu... 
Sewaktu Girl mau memutuskan Boy, Girl bilang sama Boy, 
kita harus melihat dunia ini dengan pandangan yang dewasa. 
Menikah bagi cewek adalah kehidupan kedua kalinya. 
Aku harus bisa memegang kesempatan ini dengan baik. 
Kamu terlalu miskin, sungguh aku tidak berani membayangkan 
bagaimana kehidupan kita setelah menikah...!! 
Setelah Girl pergi ke Perancis, 
Boy bekerja keras... 

dia pernah menjual koran... 
menjadi karyawan sementara... 
bisnis kecil... 
setiap pekerjaan kerjakan dengan sangat baik dan tekun. 
Sudah lewat beberapa tahun... 
Karena pertolongan teman dan kerja kerasnya, 
akhirnya dia mempunyai sebuah perusahaan. 
Dia sudah kaya, tetapi hatinya masih tertuju pada Girl, 
dia masih tidak dapat melupakannya. 

Pada suatu hari... waktu hujan, 
Boy dari mobilnya melihat sepasang orang tua berjalan sangat pelan di 
depan. 
Dia mengenali mereka, mereka adalah orang-tua Girl.... 
Dia ingin mereka lihat kalau sekarang dia tidak hanya mempunyai mobil 
pribadi, 
tetapi juga mempunyai villa dan perusahaan sendiri, 
ingin mereka tahu kalau dia bukan seorang yang miskin lagi, 
dia sekarang adalah seorang Boss. 
Boy mengendarai mobilnya sangat pelan sambil mengikuti sepasang 
orang-tua 
tersebut. 
Hujan terus turun tanpa henti, biarpun kedua orang-tua itu memakai 
payung, 
tetapi badan mereka tetap basah karena hujan. 
Sewaktu mereka sampai tempat tujuan, 
Boy tercegang oleh apa yang ada di depan matanya, itu adalah tempat 
pemakaman. 
Dia melihat di atas papan nisan Girl tersenyum sangat manis 
terhadapnya. 
Di samping makamnya yang kecil, tergantung burung2 kertas yang 
dibuatkan 
Boy. 
Dalam hujan, burung2 kertas itu terlihat begitu hidup, 
Orang-tua Girl memberitahu Boy, 
Girl tidak pergi ke Paris, 
Girl terserang kanker, 
Girl pergi ke surga. 
Girl ingin Boy menjadi orang, 
mempunyai keluarga yang harmonis, 
maka dengan terpaksa berbuat demikian terhadap Boy dulu. 
Girl bilang dia sangat mengerti Boy, 
dia percaya kalau Boy pasti akan berhasil. 
Girl mengatakan... 
kalau pada suatu hari Boy akan datang ke makamnya 
dan berharap dia membawakan beberapa burung kertas buatnya lagi. 
Boy langsung berlutut, 
berlutut di depan makam Girl, 
menangis dengan begitu sedihnya. 
Hujan pada hari itu terasa tidak akan berhenti, 
membasahi sekujur tubuh Boy. 
Boy teringat senyum manis Girl yang begitu manis dan polos, 
Mengingat semua itu, 
hatinya mulai meneteskan darah... 
Sewaktu orang-tua itu keluar dari pemakaman, 
mereka melihat kalau Boy sudah membukakan pintu mobil untuk mereka. 
Lagu sedih terdengar dari dalam mobil tersebut. 

"Hatiku tidak pernah menyesal, 
semuanya hanya untukmu 1000 burung kertas, 
1000 ketulusan hatiku, 
beterbangan di dalam angin 
menginginkan bintang yang lebat besebaran di langit... 
melewati sungai perak, 
apakah aku bisa bertemu denganmu? 
Tidak takut berapapun jauhnya, 
hanya ingin sekarang langsung berlari ke sampingmu. 

Masa lalu seperti asap... 
hilang dan tak kan kembali. 
menambah kerinduan di hatiku... 
Bagaimanapun dicari, 
jodoh kehidupan ini pasti tidak akan berubah.." 

(lirik langsung di-translate dari bahasa Mandarin)

bonsoir :)

i think its enough for todaay :*

pheeew ~

4 SadLoveStories in one day ! yaaay :D

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silahkan dibaca :)

saran dan kritik, yang ceritanya mbulet, geje, kepanjangan, keminggris, salah grammar, bisa langsung komen disini :D

see ya on da next SadLoveStories ! :D

sudah malaaam, waktunya tiduuur :)

SLS #4 "Love is Blind"

Love Is Blind

by Unknown

There was a blind girl who hated herself just

because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she

would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and

then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the

world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her

boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote

a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status

changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's

always been there even in the most painful situations

SLS #3 "A Sad Love Story"

if this doesn't touch u... get a heart !

A Sad Love Story
by Anonymous
One night a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it. " Without your love, I would die."

SLS #2 "Love of a Father"

yay ! it's the #2 SLS :)

a little too long, but it'll be worth :)

its especially dedicated to us that's loveeeee our dad so much :)

here it is the #2 SLS

Love Of A Father
by Unknown
When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roster because he always puts his heart and soul to every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed. The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father. His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games. This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game. It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday. Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon. "Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close playoff game. But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said. "You can go in." Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown. The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?" He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" , The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it!"

SLS #1 "if only" :)

hey there !

it's the first time i'll talkin about SadLoveStory

read it and think about it deeply :)

and u'll get the real meaning

there will be more SLS that i'll post.. just wait :D

tell me about wt do u think abt the stories by share ur comment on it :)

anw, this is it, the first SLS...

if only

by : Anonymous

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the guy next to me. He
was my so called "best friend". I stared at his dark, messy hair, and wished he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and i handed them to him. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his homies had left him. He asked me to come over because he didn't feel like being alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his beautiful, brown eyes, wishing he was mine. After 2 hours, one basketball movie, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said; she's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, we were standing at my front door step! I stared at him as he smiled at me and stared at me with his crystal eyes. I want him to be mine, but he isn't thinking of me like that, and I know it. Then he said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, he came to me in his smock and hat, and I cried as I hugged him. Then he lifted my head from his shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That guy is getting married now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, married to another woman. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and said "you came!". He said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a letter that he had wrote during his high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish she would tell me she loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

que sera sera :) (what will be, will be)

suddenly i saw this song on the tv

and i search for the original lyrics

and i fell in love with this song

a simple one but its.. emm better u read while u listening to this Doris Day's song :)

here it is, Que Sera, Sera :)

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

sweet uh ?

yeahs.. i think so :)

loving you :)

np : loving you - d'cinnamons :)

Ring, ring it's you again heart pops

I loved to hear you

It's been all day I've been waiting for you

Hello, you call my name

So much stories you shared with me

You said a lot to me about girls

Oh, it's so nice

And every beauty thing they did to you

Don't stop and tell me more'

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/dcinnamons/loving_you.html ]

Chorus: Loving you it hurt sometimes

I'm standing here you just don't bye

I'm always there you just don't feel

Or you just don't wanna feel

Don't wanna be hurt that way

It doesn't mean I'm givin' up

I wanna give you more

And more and more'

Knock, knock you came around heart pops

I loved to see you

It's been two years since I'm love with you

Bum! Bum! You break my heart

You said, girl I'm in love with her

But it's all right, I'm still alive yeah' ohh'

And all the beauty things she did to you

Don't stop and tell me more

And when I see that smile upon your face

Deep in your eyes you had it all

And when I hear you super electrical voices'

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